Tuesday, December 07, 2010
As I'm counting down to my number of days left in SFI, I can't help but confirm my decision is a right one. The bad part of this job is that you just get malign easily.
The moment someone twist his/her words around and you have lost. I wonder if my face says, "please malign me or I'll bite you." It's not a very nice feeling knowing that your superior actually believe the person who lied and not you.
I'm trying to tell myself not to take it too hard but sometimes it's difficult? But anyway, I'm leaving so I shall just let it go.
In another note, I think I'm really a coward as mentioned by one of my friends. I don't dare to fight back and when I have doubts, I don't dare to ask. When I know about it, it's a little late. I don't fight for my benefits and I just take it when it's there, thus, if it's not, I don't ask. And now, getting leave during my last service month is like impossible when I do have 4 more annual leave left?
That's all for grumbles today.
Grateful:
- My Dar made me healthy and delicious breakfast! Yummy! Will you make it for me again?
- I finished my reports for the month and sent out what was necessary.
- I am able to hold back my temper.
- I brought the prawns home.
- I had very nice mushroom with vege!
Sad:
- I got maligned
- Leave matters